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Dragons and Faeries and Elves, Oh My!

23:12 Jan 16 2007
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When I was first introduced to the Otherkin community a few years ago, I admit that I was skeptical. I myself hold some extraordinary beliefs, so I try to be accepting of the diverse beliefs of others. However, there are some traditions which push the limits even for me. At the time, the notion of Otherkin seemed a little too far-fetched to accept without an entire salt lick, never mind a single grain.



Otherkin, as I was informed, are individuals who believe that they are somehow “other” than human. While they walk around in human bodies, that is not the nature of their souls. Some Otherkin believe in a genealogical difference that separates them from ordinary people while the vast majority take a reincarnational stance that hinges upon the different lives – and bodies – they have held in the past.



Otherkin are not to be confused with extraterrestrials. There are certain portions of the New Age movement which accept that “greys” and “Nordic type” aliens have visited Earth in the past and continue to visit in the present. Within this ufological worldview, many people accept that these aliens have either helped to genetically engineer humanity or have interbred with humans outright. These beliefs are typically explained within a scientific, or a pseudo-scientific paradigm.



Otherkin, on the other hand, approach the explanation of their nature from a distinctly magickal perspective. Rather than identifying with aliens and extraterrestrials, Otherkin identify themselves with creatures of magick and myth. As inherently magickal beings, the vast majority of Otherkin are also Pagan, as this religion, with its acceptance of magick, best accommodates their worldview.



Races and Diversity

The word “Otherkin” is really a blanket term which encompasses a vastly diverse collection of individuals. To even call the Otherkin a community sometimes seems a bit of a stretch, because frequently those who identify themselves as Otherkin have very little in common with one another beyond their inherent otherness. Among the various types of ‘kin I have met and interacted with, there have been elves and faeries, dragons, dryads, cat-kin, wolf-kin, and some ‘kin that have defied definition entirely.



Each different type of ‘kin typically has their own subculture and often their own worldview. Frequently, there are many sub-groups within a general type, such as the elves, which include Listari and Elenari, to name but a few. Some Otherkin remember entire histories of their previous races. Others just feel their difference like a nagging itch on their soul.



Limits of Language

Almost across the board, the ‘kin will acknowledge that the words they use to describe themselves are limited and often misleading. To say that one is a dragon is really to acknowledge that the qualities attributed to a mythological dragon come closest to embodying how that ‘kin feels inside, while many differences remain. To put it another way, an Otherkin dragon has about as much in common with Tolkien’s Smaug as a psi-vamp has with Lestat.



For those trying to understand why someone who obviously has two legs, two arms, and no wings or tail would describe themselves as a dragon, try approaching the concept in terms of an archetype or totem animal. Many Pagans have a particular god or goddess that they relate to strongly, and part of that relation usually includes having traits in common with those traditionally attributed to the deity. Totems, likewise, serve to express aspects those who follow them embody also in themselves. For the Otherkin, the archetype is just more immediate and personal and serves as an integral expression of their soul.



Despite how it may at first sound, an Otherkin dragon does not believe that they are a real, literal dragon in this body now. However, like a transgendered person, they feel somewhat cheated by their current form. There is an overwhelming sense that at one time he or she did indeed possess this longed-for form, and that body-memory is so real that it makes them uncomfortable in their current form.



Reality vs. Delusion

If all of this sounds like utter madness, don’t worry. Even the Otherkin admit that their beliefs are far-fetched. A lot about this community would have been really hard for me to swallow had it not been for the ‘kins’ own acute awareness of how crazy they can sound, especially to outsiders. Almost all statements made by the Otherkin are prefaced with disclaimers like “I know this is going to sound strange, but …” or, “I have no way of proving this, but I believe I’m a …”



Most Otherkin also submit their beliefs and experiences to a rigorous amount of personal skepticism. They are very aware that there is a fine line between a belief in the fantastic and succumbing to fantasy. Articles on various Otherkin sites, as well as numerous presentations at Otherkin gathers address this issue, and most community leaders offer tips to help inexperienced ‘kin separate reality from delusion.



Like all groups, they have their share of clearly delusional people, wannabees, and hangers-on, but over the years I have met a number of very articulate, intelligent, and credible people who also just happen to be Otherkin. These have included a youth counselor who was also an elf, an angel who worked on the New York police force, and a dragon who worked as a system administrator. The angel, appropriately enough, worked valiantly throughout September 11 and its aftermath.



Not Exactly Human

Being Otherkin is not easy. Nor is it really a choice. While an Otherkin’s nature is often accompanied with a predilection for magick and spirituality, “Otherkin” is neither a religion nor a spiritual path. It is simply a state of being.



Being Otherkin means never quite feeling comfortable in your own skin and never quite feeling like you belong in the reality around you. Imagine being born into a foreign world yet remembering all the rules of behavior that you had learned in your previous existence. Furthermore, imagine knowing at the core of your very soul that you were once something very different from what you are now, but being unable to really prove this to others – or even to yourself. That is the essence of Otherkin.



The legitimate Otherkin that I have met did not have an easy childhood or young adulthood. What they were was always there, but they did not always have an adequate explanation for it or even a word they could put to it. Many strove to repress their sense of something different about themselves and their reality, and quite a few reluctantly accepted their natures only after all other possibilities had been exhausted.



Even once acceptance has been achieved, their lives are not easy, especially because an awareness of magick and energy is a fundamental part of their being. In today’s distinctly non-spiritual culture, this can make it very difficult to blend, let alone relate with “normal” people.



Many ‘kin seek solace in Paganism, but that hardly means they are any better accepted or even understood. While many Pagans deal with magickal beings in their workings, this is typically in a spiritual context alone. I know a lot of Pagans who leave offerings in the garden for the faerie-spirits, but how many can accept that a faerie might be born in a human body and is in fact riding the subway in the seat next to them?



Seeing is Believing

I’ll be honest. When I first started working with this aspect of the community, I didn’t really believe in Otherkin. I accepted their beliefs as they were presented to me, and I accepted that these beliefs were sincerely held by the people who explained them. I was able to rationalize the whole schema to myself in terms of archetypes and totems, and this is how I approached the whole subculture.



But even though I reluctantly accepted that these people believed these things, I had trouble admitting to my friends that I was traveling six hours to attend a weekend of lectures and seminars where most if not all of the speakers believed themselves to be elves, dragons, or fey.



Then I attended the event. What I felt and saw there, more than anything else, made a believer out of me.



Once you have seen them, and have known what you are looking at, there is no arguing that Otherkin wear their otherness outside as well as within. While a number of Otherkin sport fashions influenced by various subcultures, from punk to Goth to SCAdian, this “other” feel has nothing to do with their chosen style of clothes. If you lined the Otherkin up side by side with a group of mundanes, and everyone was wearing Abercrombie & Fitch, you would still be able to spot the ‘kin.



Aside from the ineffable sense of otherness that always clings to them – and I can attest that this goes down to the level of their very energy – most Otherkin have distinctive physical quirks that present the most eloquent argument for their not-quite-human nature.



The elves might not look like Legolas, but in general they are all tall individuals, with thin, long limbs. They’re frequently blond and have distinctive aquiline features. Some even have subtle yet noticeable points to their ears. Cat-kin exude feline sensuality and grace, and faeries are small, fine-boned people, with delicate features that can only be described as fey. After a short time among the Otherkin at the convention, I could pretty much identify the main types by sight, because their characteristics are that marked, even across the boundaries of gender, ethnicity and race.



Strange Reality

It’s very easy to play it safe like I did and respect the ‘kin’s right to believe while quietly assuring yourself that those beliefs are utter poppycock. It’s even easy to accept that someone who just so happens to strongly resemble an elf from myth is very likely, once he gets into magick and mysticism, to adopt an elven archetype. Yet it’s a little unnerving to consider that there really might be more to the ‘kin than all that. At this point, I personally have to acknowledge that there are things about them that I cannot explain, and there are certainly things I have both seen and experienced which I cannot rationalize away.



If you’re still finding all these notions of humans running around with non-human souls a bit hard to fathom, consider this: if you believe in a soul, you probably believe that the soul is immortal. However, if you just take a few moments to look around this world, you know that cities and cultures and even races of beings are in no way eternal. In time, all physical things fade and die. Even this world, as long-lived as it may be when viewed from a human scope of things, is finite, and it will ultimately become a burnt-out cinder, consumed by the sun.



So where do all the souls go when there are no bodies to incarnate within? What will become of those spirits born into humanity when humanity is a long-distant dream?



Given that the soul is immortal, that time is infinite, and worlds are not, it only follows that each of us has been many different things. In a sense, perhaps we are all Otherkin, as we have undoubtedly lived as something else before, however remote this might be in our memory. The only thing that distinguishes them from us is the immediacy of the recollection. The foreign past still clings palpably to them, and they recall a form not quite as prosaic as the mortal flesh we all now wear.



There are so many things in this vast Universe that cannot be known, who is to say that somewhere, in some half-remembered reality, beings like dragons didn’t own the skies? And what a wonder if they walk among us now, remembering an existence many people cannot even conceive.



by Michelle Belanger



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Vampires and the Concept of Otherkin

22:59 Jan 16 2007
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Otherkin in general are people who acknowledge that they are human, but who believe that their souls have a history as something else. Otherkin is a general term, inclusive of any number of spiritual origins. The New Agers who believe themselves to be incarnated spirits from other worlds and galaxies qualify as Otherkin, as to individuals who believe that they existed in another realm and lived past lives as evles, or faeries, or even dragons. Actually, anyone who defines themself as "other" can fall under the Otherkin banner -- including of course those of us in the vampiure community who feel that a spiritual difference separates us from ordinary humanity.



The problem with defining one's otherness in an Otherkin kind of way is that one often finds that there are many past identities which define the soul. A great many individuals who are self-defined as Otherkin do not identify themselves as only one type of soul-being, but often claim affiliation with a number of different identities -- so that you'll see descriptions like vamp-fae-catkin or dragon-fae or similar amalgams that are undoubtedly confusing to those not "in the know" within the Otherkin community.



Why the complexity? Are these people just jumping on the bandwagon each time a new spiritual fad hits the scene, and instead of discarding an old identity, they just keep adding to the list of things they claim to be? I think for some of them, that's exactly what's going on. But I don't think this is the case across the board.



Here's my stance on things: I define myself as a spiritual immortal. This means that I have a conscious and intended recollection of a long string of past lives. Many of these lives were human, but the memories stretch back far longer than humanity has been around. And while I accept that I am right now human, the more I ask myself the question, "What am I really?" the more complicated the answer becomes.



Given that spirits are immortal, and that this world has not been around for all of that time, then it follows that there have been many places and many ways of being. If we accept the concept of the multiverse, and accept that souls from one reality can and do cross over to explore other realities, then we must accept that some of us will have past life recollections of places far removed from earth and humanity.



Is it really that much of a stretch, if we believe already in past lives, that some of those lives have been spent as something other than human? And if this is true, then all of those identities, all of those lives, affect what the soul is at the core.



Some things leave a deeper impression than others, and in many cases, the most recent lives by very definition are the easiest to recall. All of this contributes to what comes to mind when we strive to identify ourselves. Further, there are bound to be existences which the soul remembers fondly, and these will leave a lasting impression regardless of how far away they are removed in place and time from now. Other ways of being may be something we strive to forget, and again, this has an impact on what comes to mind when we try to remember who and what we really are.



I suppose the bottom line of all this thinking is this: we are not simply human. We are spirits experiencing what it is like to be human. We have undoubtedly explored other ways of being before, and whether or not we remember these really depends on us. What we choose to define ourselves as, also, comes down to us -- what we remember, what we prefer, and whether or not we want to hold onto those selves of the past in order to gain a richer experience of our present.



by Michelle Belanger









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On Celestials and Demons

22:55 Jan 16 2007
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The terms of Angel and Demon are commonly tossed around in the area of Metaphysics, whether dealing with an outside Entity or Concept for Invocation/Evocation, or the Aspect behind an Otherkin identity. Read this insightful article by Gesigewigu's for an exploration of the past meanings of these terms and their connotations in the Otherkin community today.



The origins of the words we use today come from the Greek language. Angel comes from aggelos/angelos which translates to 'messenger' while Demon comes from daimon/daemon which translates to 'guiding spirit'. Before there were the angelos, there was the Mal'akh, the Hebrew name, which also translated to 'messenger'. Both of these origins are a far cry from the current usage, but it is always healthy to understand the source of any concept.



Modernized views of Angels are of tall fair individuals with white feathered wings, often wearing a halo and robes. They are seen of agents of a God, in most cases YHWH, but sometimes seen as an agent of the Multiverse itself. They are personified as compassionate and benevolent, always looking to perform the greater good. The version of the Mal'akh that appear in the Bible is rather different, in the case of humanoid Angels, wings are never mentioned, rather the Angel is described as glowing and often serpentine. They often played their namesake role of messenger, but they carried out other tasks as well. They were a far cry from the compassionate and benevolent creatures they are considered now. Angels of Death, Warfare and even Abortion were recorded to exist, which most wouldn't consider the whitelightie happy figure that Angels are considered now.



Modernized views of Demons cover a wide spectrum or appearances, but often include dark or red colouring, bat-like wings, and horns. Demons are seen as unholy creatures, often agents of an Evil/Destructive Deity. They themselves are often considered destructive, evil and dark, that their lives are based upon making the lives of humans difficult. Historically the image of Demons were adapted from Pagan Gods, an example is the image of Shaitan, which is a direct translation of the image of Pan. The word Demon was adapted as Christianity tried to convert people from the local faiths to Christianity, and Guiding Spirits were turned into horrible monsters.



History shows a lot of clouded images around these terms, and as people include them in modern day Metaphysics the usage of Angel and Demon have to be standardized, as confusion of the term leaves much to be desired, as someone has to explain the connotation of the word, and what timeframe and location they are drawing upon.



Here as the author I will put forth my usage which I prefer, and understand. It does not split Angels and Demons into jaded concepts as Good or Evil, but explains them through their relation to the Divine.



Angels, or Celestials, as I prefer the term, are Agents of the Divine. Celestials are Created either by a Godform or by a Concept or Abstraction. They are to follow the Will of their Source, to the best of their ability. In many ways a Celestial is an extension of their Source if comes from, or a working part of their Source, in the same way a hand can be considered just an extension or working part of the physical body. A Celestial is not to be confused with a Creation of a Source, for not all Emanations from a Source are Celestials. A Celestial is Created for the express purpose of serving a Source's Will, while other Emanations are giving complete Free Will, and hoped to serve their Source's Will in most cases, but it is not a requirement. Celestials have Free Will in most cases, but lack the ability to exercise it without repercussion, as a slave technically has Free Will, but exercising such can lead to punishment from their master. When a Celestial exercises their Free Will, to an extent that their Source disapproves of heavily, then they will be punished, by what is termed a Fall. A Fall is when a Celestial becomes disconnected from their Source, it is like being disowned, but more profound. The act of Falling is rarely a pleasant one, plus continuing to Exist in a state without a Connection to their Source is generally an uncomfortable one. These factors lead to a Celestial often becoming embittered towards their Source, and possibly even driving them to work in opposition to their Source. It is in this state of Separation, of being Fallen that a Celestial is considered to be a Demon.



Demons usually work opposed to their Original Purpose in some way, either as a result of a valid Free Will choice, or out of being embittered by punishment, and the Fall. In many cases the Fall separates the Demon from their Source completely, this includes the Energetic sense. When an Emanation is cut off from its Source, it loses a substantial amount of its Energy Intake. The individual's Source is one of their Primary Sources of Energy, constantly renewing their Energy, like a Spiritual Heart bringing in fresh blood to the organs. When an Emanation lacks that Source their Soul often cannot properly sustain itself, so as a Survival Instinct the Soul becomes Vampiric. It is important to notice here how many people who identify as Demons also identify as Vampiric.



So if a Celestial under the service of a Death God, created a horrible plague that caused many to suffer and die, while to many that would seem the actions of a Demon, in this case I'd consider it a Celestial. If that same Entity had a falling out with their Godform and then became a doctor, roaming the countryside healing people without concern for his own welfare, to many that would be a Celestial, but in this view point, they are a Demon. So in this view is doesn't matter if an Entity is malevolent or benevolent to consider them a Demon or a Celestial, but rather if they are still in the Service of their Source, or working under their own complete Free Will. It's not so much what they do, that declares them a Celestial or a Demon, but whose bidding their actions are.



Note: This article submitted by Gesigewigu's.



























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A Journey of Discovery with the Otherkin

22:52 Jan 16 2007
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I was a reluctant convert to the idea of Otherkin. When I first got involved in the magickal community, I had encountered the idea that some people felt they were "other." At that time in the early 90s, the term "otherkin" didn't exist, but I had friends who described themselves in terms of dragons or faeries or elves.



The problem is, this group actually turned me off of the concept of otherkin for quite some time. I remember distinctly the conversation that did it for me. Here are these other college students happily telling me that one is a dragon, and one is a pixie, and the other is an elf. So of course, since everyone was sharing, all heads turned toward me and the question was asked, "So what are you, Michelle?"



Reluctantly, because at the time I still wasn't very comfortable with the idea, I responded, "I think I'm a psychic vampire."



The response from those around me was classic -- and in retrospect, uproariously funny. All three scowled, exchanged glances, and said words to the effect of, "Don't be silly. There's no such thing!"



After that, I was done with people who thought they were other things wearing human skin for quite some time.



The next time I encountered such people, they had actually grown into a nascent community and they were defining themselves with the word "Otherkin." Of course, the vampire/'kin relations hadn't improved any in the intervening years, only now it wasn't that they didn't believe in us. Instead, the 'kin seemed to look upon vampires as the greatest evil to walk the earth (and admittedly, some still do).



Attending an Otherkin gathering as I did, it became clear just walking in the door that they distrusted vampires and expected all of us to be rank, unethical predators. But in the years since that first contact was made between the communities, I have watched the lines between Otherkin and vampires shift and blur. It has even been suggested that some vampires are technically Otherkin, for they were originally not human beings at all, and their condition of vampirism is actually symptomatic of a failure to completely integrate into a human form.



At the time that I heard this, I was a little skeptical of stories of "walk-ins" and incarnated entities. I had been of the opinion that if you're wearing a human body and you were born like everyone else, no matter what you might remember being before, you're technically human now. That might mean you're human with a number of added benefits, but you'll still get sick, grow old, die, and discorporate like everyone else.



However, that didn't mean that I refused to consider the possibility. A lot of my views on Otherkin, the nature of vampires, and even the origins of my own vampirism were changed when I made the acquaintance of a certain Hindu mystic by the name of Vinay.



Vinay came into my life at the tail end of the 1990s, claiming to have spent several lifetimes as a Raksasha. As a Raksasha, he had preyed upon humans mercilessly, and when it came time for him to pay the karmic piper, he was given a very interesting task: he was to teach other-than-human entities how to integrate their spiritual physiologies into human bodies and then learn how to get along with humans while they wore their human forms.



As outlandish as that might sound, there were a number of things he said and did that convinced me that there was certainly something extraordinary about him. So maybe such things do happen.



Vinay suggested that there are a vast number of different entities out there, and many of them are curious enough to give humanity a try. He described the rules of our little planet as very strict - "if you want to come down here, you have to wear the same uniform as everyone else" - in other words, no matter what you are originally, to interact in the physical world of humanity, you have to take up a human body. Gods, angels, demons, whatever - the only way in is through a womb. So even an avatar has to endure diapers and elementary school.



Vinay further explained that most of these "visitors" have spiritual physiologies that differ pretty greatly from that of humanity, and it takes some talent and not a little work to get their spirits integrated into a human body. Failed attempts at this result in severe birth defects or incomplete integrations, where the spirit burns out the human body very, very fast. Often this can be compensated for by increasing the natural intake of energy in an effort to keep the spirit and body sustained - in other words, a conscious state of vampirism.



I admit that the idea of other-worldly visitors incarnating into human bodies may be a bit unconventional to most readers, and I was certainly skeptical at first. But from my own experiences with the subtle reality, the metaphysics of integration that my friend described are theoretically sound. This is what finally convinced me.



If you were to come from some other form and if you were to attempt to be born into a human body and if the integration of body and spirit were less than perfect, then you would indeed burn up more spiritual energy than the human body was accustomed to producing. You would probably also lack the connectedness to earth chi that is so natural to most humans so that you would have to find a conscious and more effective way of gathering enough energy to sustain you. In short, vampirism would be a natural solution to the problem of imperfect incarnation.



What Vinay was telling me at the time, and which I was profoundly relcutant to accept, was that by technical definition, I was Otherkin, too.



If only my first group of 'kin friends from college knew.



--Michelle Belenger

















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A Compendium of Angel Names

22:40 Jan 16 2007
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The following is an extensive list of angel names. It's part of a larger collection of magickal names I've been compiling over the past year. The names come from several sources, including The Book of Enoch I (Charles translation), Gustav Davidson's classic work A Dictionary of Angels, Matthew Bunson's Angels A to Z, and the Angels encyclopedia put out by Visible Ink Press (compiled by James Lewis and E. Dorothy Oliver), in addition to a few sources of Medieval ceremonial magic, such as Richard Kieckhefer's Forbidden Rites.





There will be a separate compendium that lists demon names.



Technically, angels are differentiated from demons because the latter fell while the former remained associated with the Heavenly host. But of course it's never as simple as that, and there are certainly the names of fallen angels mixed in throughout this list (especially with those taken from the Book of Enoch).



How do you resolve the issue of fallen versus not fallen in the matter of heavenly beings? If you go by the edicts of the Medieval Church, the only angels who are to be considered legitimate and not fallen are those three archangels whose names appear specifically in the Bible: Raphael, Gabriel, and Michael.



Of course, conspicuously, these three also appear specifically by name within the sacred texts of another culture entirely. In the Sumerian tale of Inanna's descent into the Underworld, Michael, Gabriel, and associates stand guard at each of the gates of hell. Those who would later be adopted as archangels into Jewish myth appear as guardians who exact payment from the goddess before she may pass through the various levels of the underworld in her attempt to reach the throne of her sister, Ereshkigal.



The voluminous lore of angels and demons that has grown up throughout the ages holds that same fascination for me that most bodies of myth do. I imagine that many of you will find this list insteresting, if only for the sake of curiosity. Enjoy.



A Compendium of Angel Names



Aarin: Variant of the term used to describe the angles who walked out of Heaven, mated with the daughters of man, and produced the Nephilim; appears in the Book of Enoch

Abaddon: Angel of the Abyss

Abalim: "Great angels"; fiery guardians; name for the Order of Thrones

Abdiel: courageous "flaming seraph"; from Milton's Paradise Lost

Adimus: angel once venerated by the Church; probably derived from the First Man

Adoel: angel who governed the explosion that caused the universe to be created (essentially the angel of the Big Bang); from the Book of Enoch

Af:terrible angel made of red and black flame

Ahiah: half-angel son of Semyaza

Akhazriel: "herald of God"

Amaliel: protector from weakness

Anahita: a fiery, beautiful female angel; also associated with water; from Persian myth

Anaiel: angel who taught knowledge to man; from the Book of Enoch

Anak: "giant"; mortal with angelic blood

Anakim: "giants"; race of fierce giants mentioned in the Bible; descended of the Nephilim

Anaphiel: high angel of the Merkabah; bearer of the seal

Angelos: Greek for "messenger"; a heavenly being

Aphaeleon: ruler of fallen angels named in ceremonial magic

Appolyon: Angel of the Abyss

Arakiba: angel in the Book of Enoch

Aralim: "Great angels"; Thrones; fiery guardians

Araquiel: taught the signs of the earth; from the Book of Enoch

Arariel: angel of the oceans; helper of fishermen; from Medieval angel lore

Archon: angelic governor of the material world; from Gnostic myth

Ariel: "lion of God"; a spirit of the air; source: Hebrew myth; appears also in Shakespeare

Arioch: one of the fallen angels; from Milton's Paradise Lost; also appears in the works of Michael Moorcock

Ariuk: preserver of Enoch; from the Book of Enoch

Armaros: taught how to resolve enchantments; from the Book of Enoch

Armisael: an angel of childbirth

Asaph: angel who supposedly authored Psalms 73-83

Asuriel: angel who warned of the Flood; from the Book of Enoch

Azazel: taught men of metals and gems; from the Book of Enoch

Azrael: the angel of death; appears in the writings of Leilah Wendall

Ballaton: guardian invoked in Solomonic magick

Baradiel: heavenly prince; angel of hail; from the Book of Enoch

Baraqiel: heavenly prince; angel of lightning; from the Book of Enoch

Barattiel: supports the highest heaven; from the Book of Enoch

Bethor: angel of the planet Jupiter; appears in ceremonial magic

Boamiel: angel of the four quarters of Heaven; appears in ceremonial magic

Boel: angel of the planet Saturn

Camael: "he who sees God"

Camiel: variant of Camael; "he who sees God"

Caphriel: angel of the Sabbath

Cassiel: angel of tears and temperance; appears in ceremonial magic

Cerviel: angel of principalities

Chalkydri: either "brass serpents" or companions to the sun; from the Book of Enoch

Chamuel: "he who seeks God"

Chasan: governor of air; appears in ceremonial magic

Daniel: "God is my Judge"; Hebrew -- also the name of a Prophet

Dubbiel: protector of the Persians

Duma: the angel of silence; also the patron of Egypt

Empyrean: the highest heaven; heaven of fire; appears in Milton's Paradise Lost

Ephemera: "short-lived"; angels who exist solely to sing the praises of God

Erelim: "the valiant ones"; a name for the Order of Thrones

Exousia: "power" or "virtue"; alternate word for Angel; Greek

Ezequiel: taught the knowledge of clouds; from the Book of Enoch

Gabriel: "God is my strength"; angel of judgment; one of the angels who actually appears by name in the Bible

Gadiel: invoked to repel evil; appears in ceremonial magic

Gadriel: taught men warfare; from the Book of Enoch

Gagallim: "spheres"; a name for the Order of Thrones; from Hebrew lore

Gazardiel: the angel of sunrise and sunset

Germael: "majesty of God"; an angel of creation

Gezuriya: an angel of the Order of Powers

Gibborim: half-angelic giants; "men of renown"; Hebrew & Biblical lore

Grigori: from the Greek for "watchers"; the Watchers of the Throne; a minor order of angels

Habriel: angel of the Order of Powers

Hadariel: "the Glory of God"

Hadramiel: "the Glory of God"; variant of Hadariel

Hamon: a prince of heaven; mentioned in the Book of Enoch

Haniel: "the grace of God"

Haroth: twin of Maroth who knew secret name of God; appears in Persian myth

Hashmal: leader of the Order of Dominions

Hayliel: wielder of the fiery lash; from the Book of Enoch

Hemah: terrible angel made of red and black flame; appears in Hebrew lore

Hochmael: "the wisdom of God"

Irin: alternate word for the Nephilim; "the Watchers"; one source suggests that Ireland earned its ancient name of Eryn because it was first settled by this fallen race

Ishim: angels of fire and ice

Israfel: angel of the Resurrection

Ithuriel: messenger of Gabriel; appears in Milton's Paradise Lost

Jabril: Muslim variant of Gabriel

Jael: guardian of the Ark of the Covenant

Jeduthun: choirmaster given angelic status

Jehoel: guide and guardian; a seraph

Jeremiel: "mercy of God"; variant of Ramiel

Kadmiel: an angel of childbirth

Kajabiel: "the star of God"; an angel of astrology

Kalmiya: a guardian of the veil

Kasbiel: taught the Name that binds oaths; from the Book of Enoch

Kasdeja: taught of spirits, birth control; from the Book of Enoch

Kemuel: variant of Camael; "he who sees God"

Kerubiel: fearsome angel of flame and lightning; head of the Choir of Cherubim

Kezef: an angel of destruction

Kochbiel: "the star of God"; angelic astrologer

Lahabiel: protector and guardian

Lailah: "night"; an angel of conception; a feminine angel from Muslim lore

Layla: variant of "Lailah"; "night"

Lucifiel: "light bearer"; star of morning; a variant of Lucifer

Lucifer: associated with the stor of morning; fairest of angels who challenged God and subsequently cast from Heaven for his pride

Machidiel: "the fullness of God"; from the Book of Enoch

Madan: angel of the planet Mercury; appears in ceremonial magic

Mahanaim: "two armies"; the heavenly host; appears in Hebrew lore

Malachi: "messenger of God"

Malakh: "messenger"; a heavenly being; Muslim term for an angel

Mariuk: guardian of Enoch; from the Book of Enoch

Maroth: twin of Haroth who knew secret name of God; appears in Persian lore

Mastema: "the Accusing Angel"

Matariel: angel of rain

Melkyal: "the fullness of God"; from the Book of Enoch

Merkabah: "chariot"; a mystical path to God

Metatron: angel of the presence; divine archivist; intermediary or mouthpiece of God

Michael: sword of God and warrior-prince of Heaven; one of the archangels who appears by name in the Bible

Mikhal: variant of Michael; "he who is like God"

Mumiel: guardian of health

Muriel: an angel of the Order of Dominions

Nakir: black-skinned and blue-eyed angel of judgment

Nathaniel: "given by God"; and angel of fire

Nephilim: half-angelic giants; "men of renown"

Nuriel: angel of hailstorms

Onafiel: angel of the moon

Ophaniel: chief of the Order of Thrones; a serpentine angel

Ophanim: "wheels"; "many-eyed ones"; the Order of Thrones; may also refer to serpents

Oriel: angel of destiny

Oriphiel: an angel of Saturn

Pahadron: an angel of terror

Peliel: a chief of the choir of Virtues

Penemu: taught writing; from the Book of Enoch

Peniel: "I have seen God"

Phanuel: angel of the presence; angel of penance

Purah: angel of oblivion

Puriel: an exacting judge

Qaddisin: "holy ones"; stand with the Grigori, or Watchers

Qaphsiel: repels ones enemies

Rabdos: keeper of stars

Raduriel: heavenly archivist; from the Book of Enoch

Raguel: "friend of God"

Rahab: violent angel of the sea; supposedly destroyed by an angry God as punishment for some wrongdoing

Rahatiel: governor of the constellations; from the Book of Enoch

Rahmiel: angel of mercy

Ramiel: "mercy of God"; angel of thunder

Raphael: "God has healed"; angel of the sun; an archangel who appears by name in the Bible

Rasiel: angel of earthquakes; from the Book of Enoch

Razael: angel of mysteries; purpotedly gave a book of magic to Adam and was punished by God for this presumption

Remiel: interpreter of visions; from the Book of Enoch

Rikbiel: guardian of the chariot of God; from the Book of Enoch

Ruhiel: angel of the winds

Sabaoth: prayed to as an angel in the Middle Ages; from the Hebrew word for the Heavenly Host

Sahaqiel: guardian of the Fourth Heaven; from the Book of Enoch

Salathiel: "I have asked the Lord"

Samael: thought to mean "Poison of God"; fearsome angel of death; sometimes associated with Satan and / or Lucifer

Sandalphon: "brother"; angel of glory and prayer; Greek

Saraquiel: variant of Araqiel; taught forbidden knowledge; from the Book of Enoch

Sariel: "prince of God"; governs spirits; from the Book of Enoch

Semalion: an angel of proclamation

Semsapiel: an angel mentioned in the Book of Enoch

Semyaza: leader of the angels who walked out of Heaven to marry among the daughters of man; sometimes associated with Lucifer and / or Satan

Seraph: living flame; holiest of angels; name may mean "fiery serpent"

Seraphiel: eagle-like chief of the Seraphim

Shamsiel: "light of God"; from the Book of Enoch

Sidriel: a prince of Virtues; from the Book of Enoch

Sopheriel: keeps the books of life and death

Soterasiel: "he who stirs the fire of God"

Tabris: angel of free will

Tadhiel: angel of sacrifice

Tagas: a prince of heaven; mentioned in the Book of Enoch

Tamiel: an angel mentioned in the Book of Enoch

Tarshishim: "the shining ones"; and order of angels

Tatrasiel: a prince of heaven mentioned in the Book of Enoch

Temlakos: patron of abused children; Greek

Turiel: angel mentioned in the Book of Enoch

Uriel: "flame of God"; sometimes a healing angel, sometimes the angel of death

Usiel: "the Lord is strength"; from the Book of Enoch

Vretiel: angel of wisdom; from the Book of Enoch

Yahoel: guide and guardian; a seraph

Zadkiel: angel whose symbol is a dagger; from the Book of Enoch

Zagzagel: angel of the burning bush

Zakum: an angel of prayer

Zambrim: ruler of fallen angels invoked in ceremonial magic

Zaphkiel: the swiftest of the cherubim; Miltonian

Zarall: a guardian of the Ark of the Covenant

Zephon: messenger of Gabriel; from Milton's Paradise Lost

Zophiel: "the beauty of God"

Zuriel: "the Lord is my rock"

























































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Anubis

17:13 Jan 16 2007
Times Read: 720


Anpu, or Anubis

Nephthys gave birth to a son called Anpu, or Anubis, and that his father was, according to some, Set; from another point of view he was the son of Ra. The animal which was at once the type and symbol of the god was the jackal, and this fact seems to prove that in primitive times Anubis was merely the jackal god, and that he was associated with the dead because the jackal was generally seen prowling about the tombs. His worship is very ancient, and there is no doubt that even the earliest times his cult was general in Egypt; it is probable that it is older than that of Osiris. In the text of Unas {line 70} he is associated with the Eye of Horus, and his duty as the guide of the dead in the Underworld on their way to Osiris was well defined, even at the remote period when this composition was written, from we read, Unas standeth with the Spirits, get thee onwards, Anubis, into "Amenti {the Underworld}, onwards, onwards to Osiris." In the lines that follow we see that Anubis is mentioned in connection with Horus, Set, Thoth, Sep, and Khent-an-maati. From another passage of the same text we find {line 207 ff} that the hand, arms, belly, and legs of the deceased are identified with Temu, but his face is said to be in the form of that of Anubis. The localities in which Anubis was especially worshipped are Abt, the Papyrus Swamps, Sep, Re-au, Heru-ti, Ta-hetchet, Saint, {Lycopolis}, Sekhem, {Letopolis}, etc. In the Theban Recesion of the Book of the Dead he plays some very prominent parts, the most important of all being those which are connected with the judgment and the embalmed the body of Osiris, and that he swathed it in the linen swathing which were woven by Isis and Nepthys, that it resisted the influences of time and deacy. In the vignette of the Funeral Procession the mummy is received by Anubis, who stands by the Book of the Dead the god is seen standing by the side of the mummy as it lies on its bier, and he lays his protecting hands upon it. In the speech which is put into the mouth of Anubis, he says, "I have come to protect Osiris." In the text of Unas {line 219} the nose of the deceased declares, My lips are the lips of Anpu." From various passages it is clear that one part of Egypt at least Anubis was the great god of the Underworld, and his rank and importance seem to have been as great as those of Osiris. {See Chapter liii.}



In the Judgment Scene Anubis appears to act for Osiris, with whom he is intimately connected, for it is he whose duty it is to examine the tongue of the Great Balance, and to take care that the beam is exactly horizontal. Thoth acts on behalf of the Great company of the gods, and Anubis not only produces the heart of the deceased in the act of receiving a necklace and pectoral from Anubis, who stands by grasping his scepter; in the vignette of the Chapter on the Papyrus of Nebseni Anubis is seen presenting the heart itself to the deceased, and in the text below Nebseni prays, saying, "May Anubis make my thighs firm so that I may stand upon them." In allusion to his connection with the embalmment of Osiris the god Anubis is called Am Ut, i.e., "Dweller in the chamber of embalmment;" as the watcher in the place of purification wherein rested the chest containing the remains of Osiris he was called Khent Sehet, i.e., "Governor of the Hall of the god;" and one of his names as the god of the funeral mountain was "Tep-Tu-f," i.e., "he who is upon his hill." In the cxlvth Chapter of the Book of the Dead the deceased says, "I have washed myself in the water wherein the god Anpu washed when he had performed the office of the embalmer and bandager;} and elsewhere the deceased is told that "Anpu, who is upon his hill, hath set thee in order, and he hath fastened for thee thy swathings, thy throat is the throat of Anubis {clxxii. 22} and thy face is like that of Anubis" {clxxxi. 9}.



DUTIES OF ANUBIS



The duty of guiding the souls of the dead round about the Underworld and into the kingdom of Osiris was shared by Anubis with another god whose type and symbol was a jackal, and whose name was Ap-uat, i.e., the "Opener of the ways;" formerly Anubis and Ap-uat were considered to be two names of one and the same god, but there is no longer any reason for holding this view. In the vignette to the cxxxviiith Chapter of the Book of the Dead we find represented the scene of setting up the standard which supports the box that held the head of Osiris at Abydos. On each side of it are a standard with a figure of a jackal upon it and a pylon, on top of which lies a jackal; and as it is quite clear from the groups of objects on each side of the standard that we are dealing with symbols either of the South and North, or the East and the West, we are justified in thinking that one jackal represents Ap-uat and the other Anubis. Moreover, from the cxlvth Chapter we find that the xxist Pylon of the House of Osiris was presided over by seven gods, among whom were An-uat and Anpu, and as in the xviiith Chapter {F.,G.} we have both gods mentioned, and each is predicated in the form of a jackal-headed man, we may conclude that each was a distinct god of the dead, although their identities are sometimes confused in the texts. The function of each god was to "open the ways," and therefore each might be called Ap-uat, but, strictly speaking, Anubis was the opener of the roads of the North, and Ap-uat the opener of the roads of the South' in fact, Anubis was the personification of the Summer Solstice, and Ap-uat of the Winter Solstice.



ANUBIS



Anubis is called in the texts Sekhem Em Pet, and is said to be the son of Osiris, and Ap-uat bore the title Sekhem Taui, and was a form of Osiris himself. When, therefore, we find the two jackals upon sepulchral stelae, we must understand that they appear there in character of openers of the ways of the deceased in the kingdom of Osiris, and that they assure to the deceased the services of guides in the northern and southern parts of heaven; when they appear with the two Utchats thus, they symbolize the four quarters of heaven and of earth, and the four seasons of the year. On the subject of Anubis Plutarch reports {44, 61} some interesting beliefs. After referring to the view that Anubis was born of Nephthys, although Isis was his reputed mother, he goes on to say, "By Anubis they understand the horizontal circle, which divides the invisible, to which they give the name of Isis; and this circle equally touches upon the confines of both light and darkness, it may be looked upon as common to them both--and from this circumstance arose that resemblance, which they imagine between Anubis and the Dog, it being observed of this animal, that he is equally watchful as well by day as night. In short, the Egyptian Anubis and the Dog, it being observed of this animal, that he is watchful as well by day as night. In short, the Egyptian Anubis seems to be of much the same power and nature as the Grecian Hecate, a deity common both to the celestial and infernal regions. Theirs again are of opinion that by Anubis is meant Time, and that his denomination of Kuon does not so much allude to any likeness, which he has to the dog, though this be the general rendering of the word, as to that other signification of the term taken from breeding; because Time begets all things out of it self, bearing them within itself, as it were in a womb. But this is one of those who are initiated into the worship of Anubis. This much, however, is certain, that in ancient times the Egyptians paid the greatest reverence and honor to the Dog, though by reason of its devouring the Apis after Cambyses had slain him and thrown him out, when no animal would taste or so much as come near him, he then lost the first rank among the sacred animals which he had hitherto possessed." Referring to Osiris as the "common Reason which pervades both the superior and the inferior regions of the universe," he says that it is, moreover, called "Anubis, and sometimes likewise Hermanubis {i.e., Heru-em-Anpu}; the first of these names expressing the relation it has to be superior, as the latter, to the inferior world. And for this reason it is, they sacrifice to him two Cocks, the white one,as a proper emblem of the purity and brightness of things above, the other of a saffron color, expressive of that mixture and variety which is to be found in these lower regions."



Strictly speaking, Anubis should be reckoned as the last member of the Great Company of the gods of Heliopolis, but as a matter fact his place is usually taken by Horus, the son of Isis and of Osiris, who generally completes the divine part; it is probable that the fusion of Horus, with Anubis was a political expedient on the part of the priesthood who, finding no room in their system for the old god of the dead, identified him with a form of Horus, just as they had done with his father Set, and the double god possessed two district and opposite aspects; as the guide of heaven and the leader of souls to Osiris he was a beneficent god, but as the personification of death and deacy he was a being who inspired terror. From an interesting passage in the "Golden Ass" of Apeleius {Book xi.} we find that the double character of Anubis was maintained by his votaries in Rome even in the second century of our era, and in describing the Procession of Isis he says, Immediately after these came the Deities, condescending to walk upon human feet, the foremost among them rearing terrifically on high his dog's head and neck----that messenger between heaven and hell displaying alternately a face black as night waving aloft the green palm branch. His steps were closely followed by a cow, raised into an upright posture----the cow being the fruitful emblem of the Universal Parent, the goddess herself, which one of the happy train carried with majestic steps, supported on his shoulders. By another was borne the coffin containing the sacred things, and closely concealing the deep secrets of the holy religion."



This extract shows that even in the second century at Rome the principal actors in the old Egyptian Osiris ceremonial's were represented with scrupulous care, and that its chief characteristics were preserved. The cow was, of course, nothing less than the symbol of Isis, "the mother of the god," and the coffin containing the "sacred things" was the symbol of the sarcophagus of Osiris which contained his relics. Before these marched Anubis in his two-fold character, and thus we have types of Osiris and his mysteries, and of Isis who revivified him, and of Anubis who embalmed him. Had Apuleus understood the old Egyptian ceremonies connected with the Osiris legend and had he been able to identify all the characters who passed before him in the Isis procession, he would probably have seen that Nephthys and Horus and several other gods of the funeral company of Osiris were duly represented therein. On the alleged connection of Anubis with Christ in the Gnostic system the reader is referred to the interesting work of Mr. C.W. King, Gnostics and their Remains, Second Edition, London, 1887 {pp. 230,279}













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I dont

16:02 Jan 01 2007
Times Read: 738


I don't miss you, I don't miss the way yer voice wraps around my name.

I don't miss yer strong arms protecting me from the world.

I don't miss yer love letters of whispered passions and eternal vows.

I don't need you, I don't need the warmth and light you have brought into my life.

I don't need the strength and courage you give me to face each day.

I don't love you, I don't love the man who makes me a better person, simply by being.

I don't love the man who holds my heart in the palm of his heart,keeping it safe from harm.

No, I don't miss you,not one bit , not at all.


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